So much has happened in these intervening 2 years that I don’t know where to start to catch you all up. But the most obvious is often the right place, so I shall start there.
Or here, I should perhaps say. Here in this still painful place in my heart where my sweet love of a husband has resided for 44 years. He died unexpectedly 6 and a half months ago from a fall. I had pneumonia, and so he was walking the dog for me. He had walked the dog, many, many times before over the years, as this was a task that we shared. But this particular time he himself was recovering from surgery, and he lost is balance just as he was reaching for the heavy door of our building. He fell strait backwards and went down like a felled tree. He sustained a TBI (traumatic brain injury) and was severely impacted from that. He improved for awhile during a month in acute rehab for brain injuries, and continued to improve a little once we got him home. But he needed to be re hospitalized, and ultimately, his age and the injury were too much, and he died at home with family around him on September 2, 2018. We observed his birthday a mere two and a half weeks later, and on December 28, we would have celebrated out 44th anniversary. We buried him 2 miles away in the East Bay hills that he loved. I can see those hills from our apartment, which is a comfort, but I miss him terribly.
6 thoughts on “So Much”
I am so very sorry for you loss.
Thank you Su. I was hoping you would see this, even though I’ve been silent in the blog world for 2 years..
I am so glad to see you back, though I wish you weren’t going through such a terrible time. Kia Kaha.
Thank you so much, Su. I am grateful that you are glad to see me back! So often we write or post photos into the ether and are just left wondering if any of it has an effect. It’s good to know you are there.
It is a strange thing to build relationships “in the ether” when so much of what we rely on is missing. I guess it shows the power of language that so many of us do.
I always worry when people disappear from blogging; the reasons can be so varied.
I am glad to hear from you, and I hope that day by day you are finding some healing.
Thank you Su.