Well, I don’t seem to be able to post nearly as often as I would like to. And the reason is that life and CVID often seem to take up all of my energy. I have this goal in my mind that I would like to be able to post 5 days a week, but it just never seems to work out that way. I will go for maybe a week of being able to do that, and then I just can’t seem to maintain the momentum. One of the difficulties that any of you with serious medical conditions will recognize, is that I often have stuff to say, and have either no clarity of thought, or no energy to say it. And somehow typing, “Im too tires to hit the right skey,” or an even less intelligible version of that, doesn’t seem to be significant enough to post. Plus, it would happen so often that it would get boring. So: I make my decisions of how to spend my limited energy on a day to day basis, and far more often that I would like, blogging doesn’t make it on the list. I wish it were otherwise, but such is the nature of living with a severe and chronic medical condition. Which I suppose is what this blog is about. These are my thoughts today, with intentions of being able to post a few more times this week. Hopefully tomorrow I can find the energy to water my poor tomato plants. They’ve been remarkably resilient during this heat wave, but if I want ripe tomatoes, then I need to give them more water. 🙂